The simple life????

everyday, something happens or someone does something to actually make me despair of all humanity. It could be a simple comment made by a passerby, a "harmless" blog, an observation, a political party agenda, someone following their "religious beliefs", a reaction etc etc

Yesterday many things made me gasp, stop, think, gather my thoughts and ask WTF? I start to question is it me, or is it everyone else? I know I have a very bad tendency to over analyise everything and is that what i have been doing? Do people purposly choose to live their lives the way they do, and make things complicated and so full of drama? Couldnt life just be quite simple if we wanted it to be, or does that border on boredom, therefore would be no fun.

few random thoughts im going to type:

Its hard sometimes when you can see "events" happening, and you want to do something and you want to protect people, but sometimes you have to sit back and let nature take its course. im a great believer of Karma, and also have been badly hurt many times while playing the game of shoot the messenger, with of of course being the messenger. but it can be hard when you see so much bullshit being sprouted about, and people believe it. people who are nowhere near perfect, and are idolised by others, put on a pedestal, are in fact breaking down , collapsing, and you wonder why no one else can see it. Perhaps they can, and they are doing what i do, sitting on the sidelines, covering their arses, quietly praying to see light at the end of the tunnel.

It pisses me off when people use others to try and get what they want. When they think they are being so clever, when in fact their facade is so transparent to everyone else. The amount i have seen people try to do, to get what they want, literately putting themselves on a plate, all for a dream that really shouldnt be hased. I think stalking is another word for it at its extreme.

I accidently stumbled upon a site thats was petitioning for an early release of Joshua and Caleb Thompson. I got so cross i had to turn the PC off and walk away. If you want to feel sick read this here and then if you are persuaded that they should be released by the pyscho religious babble on there, read this and find out what really happened.

Step away from the hutch..

guns dont kill people, rockers do?

secretly - skunk anansie

I've been biding my time
Been so subtly kind
I've got to think so selfishly
'Cos you're the face inside of me

I've been biding my days
You see
Evidently it pays
I've been a friend with unbiased views
Then secretly lust after you

So now you feel rusty you're bored and bemused
You wanna do someone else
So you should be by yourself
Instead of here with me
Secretly

Trying hard to think pure
Bloody hard when i'm raw
You're talking out so sexually
About boys and girls
And your friggin' dreams

So now you feel lusty you're hot and confused
You wanna do someone else
So you should be by yourself
Instead of here with me
Secretly

So now you've been busted
You're caught feeling used
You had to do, someone else
You should have been by yourself
You had to do, someone else

You should have been by yourself
Instead of here with me
Secretly, secretly

Do you know the funny thing...

.... no one knows anything about me, other than what i choose to post. Anonimity over the internet is such a liberating feeling

But you would be amazed by what i know about people who use the internet as a tool to hide behind the real them.

mmmm i wonder how much i know about anyone who is reading this know. Maybe i know nothing, or maybe i know a little too much.

Knowledge is a powerful weapon

the good the bad and the ugly

the good

chocolate
mr watkins
my special cola
my lime green sofa
my great job
great music
CSI
the ability to spot fakes
my good judgment of character
the pet shop boys
Blondie


the bad

hypocrites
pessimists
pears
spiders
fingers scraping balloons
grapefruit
liars
people who grow too big for their boots

the ugly

politicians
fake bints

is this working

just checking xxx